WHY!!~?

why must this happen2 me.... why.. tha person i loved since january has broke up with me.. why must this happen.. this happened like friday.. i was oledi in a bad mood due 2 my previous post.. u can see from there... i was playing my game nicely.. suddenly.. **** msg me we talk n everything suddenly **** say we wouldn't be a couple..n i st8 become heartless.. in the game i was playing.. i started scolding ppl for no reasons... shootin ppl like crazy.. martin said this after i told junyang,martin n erwin.. martin said.. why a woman so heartless?? zz... tat day.. i was really heartless..=.=.. on monday.. i didn't know wat 2 say summo.. just sat at door.. keep quiet.. whenever **** passes by.. she like ignore me.. haiz.. watever... im trying 2 step up... forget bout tha past...looks towards tha future.. not getting any girl till form 3/4... haiz.. hope it will be a better year for me this year.. it has oledi been so bad for me... zzz.. im just speechless.. duno wat 2 say..